Reflections and Fragments

“So why did you do it?”

I don’t know. I can’t really explain it. Maybe I just didn’t care. I’m just a fuck up.

“I’m kinda disappointed in you.”

And I will take that disappointment because I’m pretty disappointed in myself.

“Well, you’re my friend, and I care about you, so I want you to be alright.”

Thanks.

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Friends- we try to wrap our minds around why we make certain decisions, but some of us will stick together, surprisingly. If we weren’t friends, would this change your opinion of me? 

When we’re not friends with a person, it’s easier for us to call them stupid or whatnot for mistakes they may make and judge them harshly. For friends, we may call them stupid, but then we’d just like to help them through their mistakes.

As I always try to remind myself, “You don’t know their story”, which makes it easier to not hold unfair judgements against others. I’m shifting from being angry at others to trying to understand why they chose to do certain things whether it directly affects me or not. We can’t always explain clearly why we do what we do.